Ugh, depression caught up with me so for a few days I literally went around college crying almost constantly. Which was quite unfortunate since I'm a girl who's really quite fond of eye make up.
The resmbelance between Alice Cooper and myself at that time was quite uncanny.
Don't ask me what about. It's everything. I got shitty grades, then panicked because I'm shit at everything except singing which isn't classed as a real career and is shit hard to get into when you a girl, and so concluded that I have no future. I've also let my parents down. I hate that. I hate feeling like they're not proud of me. I'm meant to be the smart one. Roy's the computor one, Freddies the family one, Kevin's the Marine one, Sasha's the responsible one, Gabriel's the funny one and I'm the smart one. Well evidently not any more. Oh, and yes, if you're wondering I do have 5 siblings.
And it was Quiche. He's so annoying. I'm going to copy and paste our convo, because I feel annoyed at him.

Quiche to ME how was elf school?
ME to Quiche really good
ME to Quiche I learnt a new special elf dance today
ME to Quiche apparently it has magical properties to make people sneeze
ME to Quiche well awesome
Quiche to ME wicked
Quiche to ME you have to show me sometime
ME to Quiche will do
Quiche to ME on that note, when are you staying with your sister again!?! :P
ME to Quiche haha
ME to Quiche I'm not
ME to Quiche she's moving in a bit
ME to Quiche i told u that
Quiche to ME so? :P
ME to Quiche so? she's moving...
Quiche to ME so? go now then
Quiche to ME haha :D
ME to Quiche I can't! I have school!
ME to Quiche We could meet up or something in easter holidays though maybe
Quiche to ME school!?! youve given me the impression that you skive all the time!

*Ok - just to say I've cut out an irrelivant chunk in which Quiche tells me off for skiving off my lessons and we argue about that a bit...*




ME to Quiche what are u, my mother?
Quiche to ME i hope not
Quiche to ME otherwise the situation would be very awkward
Quiche to ME and history would prove to be slightly incestuous
ME to Quiche incest?
ME to Quiche family kiss...
ME to Quiche haha
ME to Quiche actually I've just reconsidered my pint
ME to Quiche *point
Quiche to ME what was that?
ME to Quiche nm
Quiche to ME no, tell me, please
ME to Quiche haha no i was arguing with myself
Quiche to ME well share it with the group
Quiche to ME ok, just me
ME to Quiche haha, no seriously I was gabbeling
Quiche to ME hmm
ME to Quiche if that's a word
ME to Quiche anyways Mr Quiche, if we are to meet up again it is to be strictly as friends ok?
Quiche to ME urm, ok
Quiche to ME any reason why you bring that up now?
ME to Quiche yes, because I'm no good about this sort of thing, and I don't want to have to worry about giving like...I dunno the wrong messages...I dunno..sorry am I being presumptuous?
Quiche to ME well, you had said before, i just thought something had changed
ME to Quiche really?
ME to Quiche gahh...
Quiche to ME actually, maybe it would be better if we didnt meet up? :S no matter how useless you are at this, im worse!
ME to Quiche haha um ok
Quiche to ME ach
ME to Quiche i doubt that though
Quiche to ME oh i wouldnt
ME to Quiche ^o)
Quiche to ME what?
ME to Quiche I mean come on. This is me. I have to be the worst person for this like emotions and that, that most people know
Quiche to ME youve had what can be defined as relationships, i havent
ME to Quiche please! I hardly have relationships. I just like...get used really. I've never had any sort of "relationship" for over two monthes
Quiche to ME oooh, two months
ME to Quiche I have a tendancy for things not to work
Quiche to ME meh
ME to Quiche haha...how hate meh...
Quiche to ME you what?
Quiche to ME oh, sorry
ME to Quiche haha
ME to Quiche i was kidding
ME to Quiche ok I feel like well awkward now
Quiche to ME haha, why?
ME to Quiche I dunno
Quiche to ME haha
Quiche to ME then why are you feeling awkward?
ME to Quiche i dunno. Like I thought we were getting like good friends and that, but u thought things had changed...I dunno ugh
Quiche to ME no, i didnt
Quiche to ME well, i dont think i did
ME to Quiche u said u did up there!
ME to Quiche Quiche says: well, you had said before, i just thought something had changed
Quiche to ME a while back, we both agreed that nothing was gonna happen
ME to Quiche yeah
ME to Quiche and that's how it was settled in my mind
Quiche to ME same here
ME to Quiche good
Quiche to ME haha
ME to Quiche then what were u even on about
ME to Quiche that we shouldn't meet up?
Quiche to ME i dunno
Quiche to ME haha
Quiche to ME and on that note, im off
ME to Quiche :S
ME to Quiche ok


Yeah - I don't know wtf he was on about either...gahhh Boys are annoying! I really want a boyfriend at the moment, because I get all horny and restless and ridiculous if I don't have anyone to diffuse me a bit, but Quiche is now right off my good list. I don't mean to speak to him for a good long time now!
hrmmm. There are no especially cute guys at college atm. I guess I'll just have to wait for the up-and-coming drunken times to induce some men upon me. They usually do.

Oh and as if this entry isn't as random and disjointed as it can possibly be, I'd like to say that I'm in love with the band Art Brut right now. Eddie Argos is a beautiful genius of an ugly guy. He's wonderful.
Gah.
I'll try to tidy up all the loose ends from this entry up later...
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